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#71 Pat White Re-reading passages

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Pat White

Strangely, this pandemic has turned my thoughts away from the global picture, and I find myself concentrating more on the minutiae of life, stripping away the obvious, and examining tiny details. In the garden this has led to a new obsession with shoots. My hostas have produced fat purple globes, slender points, or dark green twirls of tightly packed leaves, arguably more beautiful, and certainly more mysterious than the mature plants.

In a similar way, this forced isolation has changed my way of reading. Once again, I have opened Jean Rhys’s ‘Wild Sargasso Sea’, but I no longer speedily chase the narrative. Now, I am savouring and re-reading passages, thinking beyond, and taking a new delight in the words and the ideas.

I am not wasting time, I am appreciating time.

Precis

On 16 March 2020, one week before official government guidance, and just as Covid 19 was turning into a global epidemic, the Performance Ensemble went into lockdown. Our weekly company workshops came to an abrupt halt, and we disappeared behind our individual front doors. The easy ways of communicating, face to face, were no more. But we still needed to connect. Nine of the company started to keep diaries of their experiences, as a way of overcoming the isolation. Here they are: 31 days of lockdown, recorded during the months of March and April, beginning on 16 March and ending on 1 May, just as restrictions started to be eased. Edited by Barney Bardsley