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#49 Pat White The intoxicating smell of bleach

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Pat White

The intoxicating smell of bleach. Bleach has become my kitchen perfume. Scullery, dish-clout, back-kitchen… These words come rushing back, along with Aunt Mary-Ellen’s wrap-around apron and brown slippers decorated with pom poms. And the curtain underneath the deep white sink, gathered on a piece of plastic-covered wire with a hook at either end, stretched across the space. It’s a feminine smell of cleanliness, order and old-fashioned values. But most comforting of all, the smell of bleach brings back precious images of my mother – cooking, scrubbing, bleaching, and always caring.

Precis

On 16 March 2020, one week before official government guidance, and just as Covid 19 was turning into a global epidemic, the Performance Ensemble went into lockdown. Our weekly company workshops came to an abrupt halt, and we disappeared behind our individual front doors. The easy ways of communicating, face to face, were no more. But we still needed to connect. Nine of the company started to keep diaries of their experiences, as a way of overcoming the isolation. Here they are: 31 days of lockdown, recorded during the months of March and April, beginning on 16 March and ending on 1 May, just as restrictions started to be eased. Edited by Barney Bardsley