Pete
It’s tough at the moment. I’m thinking a lot about my family. Mainly my ex-wife, my sister Jan, my daughter Nicola, and the grandchildren that I have no contact with. You don’t stop loving people because they don’t want to be in your life. It’s hard. You kid yourself it’s for the best, but it tears you up inside. Could this virus get me? Could I die? Would they care? Old fears and feelings creep up on me and I have to get out. I walk to the allotment, and spend a couple of hours hoeing over several beds. It’s hard manual work, and it’s so satisfying. I really do start to feel better. The allotment effect is astonishing.